| i wish this would end.
i dont want to wait.
i dont want to wait for his texts.
i dont want to look forward to checking my emails.
i dont want to go on facebook, hoping that he left a comment.
i dont want to go on aim, hoping he's on.
i dont want to like him.
why can't i just give up?
why can't i let him go?
why do i have to go through this every day?
what's so good about him anyways?
why?!
sigh.
because it's him ...
God, please take this feeling away from me. please.
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| mom bought the cake & i bought dinner  wish 언니 was here too.   아빠 생일 축하해요!사랑해요~ ♥christine |
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| tony's house. saturday. 5 pm.played video games & ate while we waited for everybody to come.lol when tony went out to the gate to let jenny in, daniel kang spilled juice on the carpet.
  so we hurriedly cleaned it up & pretended to play video gameswhile daniel & innkyu covered the spot with their legs  around 7 pm, tony's parents drove us to theMichelle Kwon Ice Skating Palaceso that we could ice skate until late at nightt.  yejin tying her skates    jenny & me (& innkyu)   innkyu & phillip  tony & me  phillip (so hard to get a picture of him!)     innkyu's awesome(?) photo-taking skills (; & then we had to get out cause they had to clean the ice.so we hung out on the benches, listening to music & talking.     innkyu & daniel (& tony)  innkyu & daniel waving to the guy cleaning the ice.lol the guy waved back.  tony & phillip  yejin & jenny   phillipyangg  ice skating bands.we all made an agreement that whoever takes it off first will have to do a punishment.haha i wonder if this'll work. & if it does, who'll take it off first? at 10, the rinks became open again but it was like a club.the disco lights were on & the music just kept playingg (;  ♥  jenny & yejin  jenny, yejin & innkyu & when we got tired, tony called his parents & we waited for them outside.  sitting on the curb/standing & talkingg  haha daniel's like a little kid  daniel, jenny & yejinlol. daniel you loner   these two never stop (;  yejin & phillipdarn i was soo close  daniel, jenny, innkyu, tony & yejin  lol what are daniel & phillip looking at? after we got to nova, phillip had to leave.so we said bye bye & then went in to tony's house& watched star golden bell & ate while tony opened his presents.after a while though, we had to go homee.i wonder about the bracelet.this bright hot pink bracelet that doesnt match with my clothes. sigh. haha.  happy 16th birthday tony ! ♥christine |
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| my cousin came to sleep over today  she came around 4 & after getting her stuff settled in, my mom & i took her to the mall.  ashley showing off the princess pj dress that my mom bought for her at the mall (; haha anytime someone takes a picture of her, she poses <3 & now, we're getting ready to sleep causewe watched movies & drew pictures & its late. happy valentine's day ! ♥christine |
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, so i pointed it out to my dad & he was like 
.haha & when my dad & i showed my mom this picture, she was just like 
saying that she saw this a lott.but yeah. i thought it was interesting cause the sun had a halo around it.so much more better seeing this in person, than in picture. ♥ christine
